18.10.15

remember.

It all started because my pastor gave me a $25 gift card to Amazon for my graduation.
I finally decided to use that gift card today. So I stuck some cool books in my cart (yay)! But I had ten dollars left (also yay!). And I didn't know what to buy.
After pondering for quite some time WHAT I should buy, I remembered To Write Love on Her Arms. Remember when I saw them last November and it was amazingamazingamazing? Well, those beautiful people made a movie. And once I remembered that, I flipped out and added it to my cart. And then I was set. (Except the tax was fifty-something cents over. Sorry, mom.)
But back to the point. Because of remembering TWLOHA, I went over to their blog. And I saw Jessica Morris's most recent post title: "Beautiful. Loved. Enough."
I've been fairly down lately, and a little depressed and super stressed out. And just seeing that post title brightened my day a bit. My soul just . . . relaxed. I remembered that even when I don't love myself, God does, and he always thinks I have a beautiful purpose. While I was reading the post, I began to accept myself again, to remember that even when I'm feeling meh and I'm stuck in a muddy rut and I really, honestly don't feel like getting up, I have a reason to.
And I think I'm beginning to breathe again.

Rebekah
p.s. thanks, pastor.

14.10.15

Autumn Playlist

Listen here.
Autumn Leaves-Frank Sinatra
Don’t Think Twice it’s Alright-Ed Sheeran Cover
Lost in My Mind-The Head and the Heart
Breathe in Breathe Out-Mat Kearney
Stay Young, Go Dancing-Death Cab for Cutie
I and Love and You-The Avett Brothers
People Help the People-Birdy
Rivers and Roads-The Head and the Heart
Dancing in the Dark-Mat Kearney Cover
Autumn Leaves-Ed Sheeran
Rebekah

2.10.15

because i love you // a poem

If I could show you
The whirlwind that
Rips through me
When I think of you—

If I could cut open
My chest and show you
The few names written
On my heart, including yours—

If I could speak to you
Without the words tumbling
And stabbing and
Crushing and withering—

If I could help you
And hug you tight
And kiss you
And laugh with you—


Dearest, I would.

Rebekah
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